That evening call

It feels like I will not be able to woke up again... that shattered voice of my heart... was still playing in my ears and continuously shouting..."Why I am still talking to her?... "

Phone was ringing continuously. And it was 15th missed call. How can I took that phone... who has just shattered my life in just one sentence... "I am engaged with someone".

"Why you are calling now?"... I asked from her after picking up the phone... and my voice was just shivering.

"I have not done these things intentionally... there was only your mistake... You have came close to me... I don't wanna hurt you... ", She said, crying on the other side of the phone.

"So now... Is my heart is overwhelm with your lines?... Am I not hurt right now? ... Am I the one who had done this mistake?... If you want you could have stop me... But you haven't... And what about that day?... Do you any answer about this?", I shouted like hell.

"I am speechless... I don't know what to say and what to not... Infact I, dont know what and why I have done on that day... When I know that I am having an affair... I am so sorry Aryan... So sorry", she said.

"And what about that night when i said...", I said.

("Please please please please please please please please say that you love me... Please please please...!!!", I was shouting in the middle of the night talking to her when we exchange our no. Or you can say my first ever proposal to her.

"Hehe... Ok ok, I.. umm... Ok ok... Yes!!! I love you... I love you Aryan", she said with smile on the other side of phone.)

"Was that.. a fake love...", I said

"Was that just a showoff so that you can show to other person or to just show to society that you can handle so many relationship!!!..." I said

"Hey please, stop! Dont say anything to me please don't...", And she started crying.

"Dont cry... As your tears will not work on me... You have showed my status... Where I stand... You have shown my position that I am just your... ", My heart started beating fast as why I am saying all these things to her. She was hurt by my lines and deep inside I was crying and my throat was full of emotions... 

I was not able to speak after that

There was complete silence for 3-4 minutes...

("So tell me... What you want to eat... I know you love chicken and I will love to prepare for you", she said.

"Hehe... Yup sure and I will eat whole", I said.

Ohh that's great... At least you will gain some weight...haha", and she started laughing.

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Why you wear so loose shirt Aryan... It doesn't look good

Hehe really, so that i look fat and then no one will notice my muscle... Hehe.

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So what you want in your birthday, Aryan?

Anything except Cups... Hehe

You!!! Now I will not give anything... Get lost you mad... Hehe

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Why were you not picking up my call, Oh girl, I have told you that when you reach there at least message me or call me... But you haven't call me... I was tensed in office... Seriously, if I am going to die, I will not call you for help as i know you will not pick up my phone... And yes this time I am seriously angry...

Oh! Hey my baby... You are angry...

Yes I am...

Just look into my eyes... And see... If you are again feeling angry... I will shoot you... Hehe)

"I can't explain how much i love you... I don't have any manipulating words just to impress you... I am just who I am in front of you... But... You haven't told me about this...", I said with low and sad voice and tears fell apart from my eyes.

"I know you love me more than, I am not a deserving person for you, you will get better than me", she said just to overshadow her mistakes

"Ok then what was that... On that day... That KISS... That everything... Can you please explain? Can you explain to yourself why you have just broken your trust towards yourself... Towards him...", I said

She was speechless...

"I know, you can't, you can't say... Anything... It was not your mistake... It was our mistake... And i will try to save our relationship... As I know and my love will change you one day... And one day you will think and regret that yes you were wrong for Aryan... He was always right and you were wrong", I said.

"And don't worry, now onward, I will love only you and I don't expect anything from you... I will love you always till my death. It was my fault to love you and I will fix it... Will try to stand always for you... Will try to fix every problem for you and yes... There will be one day when you will be mine... Forever and ever", I said with a small smile and a small thought  fighting for myself...

And that was the biggest mistake of my life...

You know what... Overconfidence aapka Ch***ya kaat lete hai... Beware!!!